I noticed something funny where people don't even think any of it happened for me originally anyway.

I got underground famous somehow, and a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, I keep feeling, possibly may have taken it on purpose for some reason, so now she's popular and I can be questionable about my right to have a "relationship" with her or function where I am or go.  Now, since people wanted to make it seem like she was always with me, someone else is pestering me, making use of this system.  It's irritating to say I lost anything in my "relationship" with the lady like I "did" anything... like it was my fault.

People just want to help make this lady inappropriate in an overly stimulating way.  They think the likes of her is to be hurt more than most people?  I think the people monitoring me in private are sorta showcasing her on display because most people are questionable to me and they want to know why her too.  So, she's good for getting attention and and said to be bad to me in these messages others give me claiming it's her.