Are people just tryin' to get me to talk to make fun of me?

Who cares about some/many people, anyway.  I have reasonable goals, and I'm not in trouble.

Some things are the untouchable topic.

I feel trapped.

If it doesn't work out for one person, then it does for another but not oneself.

They're onto this!

Pretty much, one wants to feel a lot in bad ways, while cutting off others from having a successful experience, like one is better.  It may only be done to make havoc if something isn't just for them waiting but they don't want it really.

One assumes one is important plus feels a certain way they don't have to, to annoy others but more ultimately.

It's sick the way people monitoring me in private have picked up on some feeling and went crazy analyzing it forwards and backwards, sickening at the fact they are into some things.

Also, since I encountered it or something, they wanted to do it to me but not them.

I'm hearing desperate fantasies from cars outside that rightly so the Late Baby Boomer European lady thinks I'm shit and said I deserve to die.  They're pretending I got into something a certain way, so these messages mean nothing in many ways potentially, but I as a person don't myself kid around despite their fantasies.

I can see the crowd turned on to "sex" and bodily/emotional and such stimulation.  They want to say I did it.  "By the way," they were doing bad when getting in my personal life, and somehow that affected how other people treated me.

I may be cranky because of people bothering me.  I'm also having my period in at least a week, if not now.

I just got really pissed off that it's like this Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with got underground famous over me.  "Instead," it's like some joke and punishment that I feel guilty about it and feel mad other people are getting close to me who are mean to or not as social with me, like none of this really matters to anyone, anyway..  They don't need to tricked to get overly involved in fighting crap.