I may be cranky because of people bothering me.  I'm also having my period in at least a week, if not now.

I just got really pissed off that it's like this Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with got underground famous over me.  "Instead," it's like some joke and punishment that I feel guilty about it and feel mad other people are getting close to me who are mean to or not as social with me, like none of this really matters to anyone, anyway..  They don't need to tricked to get overly involved in fighting crap.